Why don't you just settle down?

i need to study pre-calc but my procrastination skills are kicking in.
work later. kill me now.
ugh, HIM.




http://www.nflfilmstv.com/newmedia/012709/nike.mpg

Que pasa?

bahahaha I love photography<3
alyssa's buttchin made my life.
cape cod kwassa kwassa was on a commercial...










JEALOUS

I want to save you.

-I'm so fug.
-I wanna go see FOB, ATL, CS, HM, and MS in philly but IDK if I have anyone to go with and IDK if I even want to really go.
-I love supernatural
-I'm scared out of my mind to turn 18
-I hate physics
-I think I might have a B- now instead of a C+ XD
-It feels like my throat is bleeding
THE END.

Step back from that ledge my friend

i woke up this morning and thought my clock said 1:20am and then blinked a couple times and realized it said 11:20am. I was really happy. :) Then, I remembered how I thought i screwed up my computer...well, it had a virus. But, I saved it. I spent our icky snow day watching Burn After Reading, virus scanning my computer, studying spanish, and watching American Idol and the Top Chef marathon. I'm excited, tomorrow's tv schedule looks fun: Hell's Kitchen, Supernatural, and ABDC. :D wooooooo. well, I have a headache, again. What else is new?

Get jiggy with it

I was looking through old pictures on my computer and I found this one. This one will be two years old in june. I can't believe it's been that long. The first time I saw The Academy Is... and Cobra Starship live. Ahhhh *nostalgia*
Well, our english midterm was pretty ok I thought. One story kept saying "Singer" and all I could think of was Alex Deleon aka Singer. I wanted to take a picture of it, but that might have been kind of bad.
I'm currently waiting for it to turn 3pm here so I can go listen to another new song off of Punk Goes Pop 2.
I want to watch a movie, what one should I watch?
AND, who wants to go with me to see Slumdog Millionaire?

If you're innocent, let me see you two-step.

ahhh, the lights like these are so nice to see. I don't know why I think that, but I do. I'm feeling quite nostalgic right now.
I finally got the Cash Cash cd. <3
The guy in Zumiez was really cool, we were talking about Andrew McMahon and Something Corporate, The Hold Steady, The Early November, and Jack's Mannequin. It was nice.
I'm actually starting to get kind of nervous for tomorrow for two reasons.
:|
well, we'll see.

We won't be so naive.

'
~this keeps me going every day hahahahahahahahah :D


ahh, midterms in less than 48hrs. foooook.
I'm worried I might be getting my first "C" on my report card in my entire life.
Lovely.
This past weekend was the first weekend I've had since I started working that I didn't have to do anything and I could sleep until 2pm and just relax. I watched Iron Man, pretty good, and Saw V, siiick. My friend got some really bad news on friday so I pray for her and her school so they can get some nicer things to happen instead of what is happening.

Well, off to torment Shaant again.

So what, I fist bump with my wife.

so, I didn't post yesterday so this one will be for yesterday and today.


Yesterday, I did like nothing except sleep, it was nice. I had a great dream involving a certain nice-looking blonde kid...hahahahaha
I watched The Soup and that's where those two pictures came from. lmfao it was a good one.




this made me sad, I thought of Heath Ledger.
It's been a little over a year since his death and it really doesn't feel like it. We lost a good one. Which is kind of ironic since it's been 50yrs (almost exactly) since The Day The Music Died aka the death of Buddy Holly, the Big Bopper, and Richie Valens. All taken way too young. It's such a tragedy when that happens. People taken from the world before their time should be up and before they reach their full potential.

But, I digress to a happier moment from last night/this morning. Well, I called Hey Monday after seeing they had a Say Now number which is where you can leave messages and they can hear you, well, around like 3:00am I called because I couldn't sleep and I said some stuff and then put my phone away to charge when about like 13minutes later, my phone rang and I saw Hey Monday on the caller id. :D So, I answered and talked to Cassadee and Mike from Hey Monday for a couple minutes. Me and Cassadee talked about Bret Michaels and how he's really creepy and has ugly hair and then Travis Clark from We The Kings was there and she told him my name and he asked if I knew Kelly from Saved By The Bell to which I responded oh yea, she's my best friend. hahaha then Mike said he had to go suck a dick to which Cassadee and I both laughed. So, yea, that was our glorious conversation. I have good times on the phone with band members hahahahahaha


PEACE SUCKAHS.

ps- IM WATCHING SAW V SOON :DDD

I'll be your safe ride home when you call me.

ahhhh CIWWAF has been in my head all daaaaaaay d00d.

Another day of too much stuff to do and too little time.
I have like 2hrs to shower, do 4 sets of math homework and watch supernatural...
fuck.



LMFAO. CREEEEEEPER.
ahh how I miss his black nailpolish days when he was actually decent looking.
*sigh*

BUY ME THIS

I'd look like shit in it but I really like it for some reason haha
:]
She's a good designer.
<3

quicklyy

I won't always be perfect, but I'll always try

ABDC<3

im getting my JAGK shirt soon. :D
and im getting my FTABH, kiss my sass, whisper war, rotation, and take this to your grave vinyls XD

godddd, i swear.
i think i do well at something and no, something's always wrong with it.
I fail at life.
Goodbye and goodnight.

I can live without you but without you I'll be miserable at best.

schoolio. ew. gross snow/ice/wet stuff


i have to fix this. it's on my to-do list after i paint mah shit.

So, i got this book called Wreck This Journal and it tells you to do stuff on every page and it looks really cool so I'm pretty pumped. I'm going to do something every day. :)
I spent another $43 at Barnes and Noble today, I need to become a member yo. I spend too much on books.
I'm finally going to read The Pact when I finish Haunted.
eventually.

I'm in a Mayday funk.
peace.

Balooga

six random things about me
1) The only way I can write stories/poems/what have you I have to be really depressed. I don't know why but that's the only way I can get creative. Either that or be listening to music. I can't write without music.

2) I hate hate hate hate hate going anywhere alone. I can't stand it. It makes me anxious.

3) I never tell anyone anything. No one ever seems to notice so I keep it that way.

4) I don't like talking on the phone. I always used to be afraid of what I should say when the person answered, like if I couldn't tell who it was and I said the wrong name. Deathly afraid.

5) I really don't like most of my family. They remind me of people I don't like in my school/life already. Plus, most of them are sooo f_cked up it's not funny.

6) when I was in elementary school, my third grade teacher made us write stories all the time and she would tell us to read them during the time where we'd sit on the blanket and read a story. she would write tell this to the class :) on our papers. I got it every time but I was too afraid to read them.


six random things that i like
1) the smell of gasoline. i don't know why but it has an appealing aroma to me.

2) swimming in the pool and flipping over so you're facing the sky underwater so you see the sky through the water.

3) the music the Green Bay Packers play when they get a touchdown. lol I love it so much

4) vampires. not because of Twilight. I've actually always liked vampires and now with Twilight it just made my liking stronger.

5) technology. without it, i would be so lost. computer, phone, electricity.

6) irish and australian accents. <3


six random things i don't like
1) the way your feet look when you walk. they expand and they look all fat. plus, feet in general are all jdhakfhjfs

2) people that drive like they're having a seizure or the ones going 25mph in a 45mph zone. UGH.

3) THE HILLS/LAGUNA BEACH/THE CITY/BROMANCE. f_cking reality shows. bring back the real Mtv.

4) when the tag on the inside of your shirt pokes your back when you're wearing it.

5) annoying already-done covers of bad songs that shouldn't be covered

6) those people that go into AIM chatrooms and pretend to be a famous person. I was IMing Ryan Ross from Panic At The Disco and we went into a chatroom and some girl said she was ryan and he was like no, I'm ryan.


TAG.

The Killer In Me, Is The Killer In You

this just saved me.

fooooook.

I woke up to this:
this morning.

well, my radio station was taken off the air and replaced with some hit station.
idfk.
I have too much work to do before tomorrow, it's not going to get done.
I'm going to fail like everything.
FML.
maybe it'll snow and we'll have no school.
doubt it, but it'd be super nice.


I'm a great artist.

Snow Time Like The Pleasant

this is where Shaant's attractiveness went.

He's really starting to piss me off.
I will fight him.

Idfc. honestly.
*scoff*

work was interesting today. Kevin kept high-fiving our Obama poster. Then it fell down.
Still have a headache but I slept for 13hrs last night and woke up at 3:16am.
I fail.
Oh, I had a dream about an elevator and how I kept trying to get to the 13th floor, is that supposed to mean anything?


EDIT:
loser.

1/17/09

i really don't feel good.
really bad headache.
I have nothing to say.
Bye world.

Black Blade

yea that fell on me.


im currently listening to some Blue Oyster Cult and reading Entertainment Weekly.
Heath Ledger's on the front, it's making me depressed again.
Everything that I have put off for the past few weeks is starting to catch up to me...
I need to make sure I'm off on saturday for sure. This Is Ivy League ftw.
I'm excited for this writing "job" thing.
School ftl.
Ben Jorgensen ftw. :D


LMFAO. :D Shaant makes my day baha

I can't go to bed without posting this

lmfao.
im happy right now.

HOLY CHIZ.

LMFAO. oh god, shaant...


so today kind of sucked, all my teachers piled on work and i figured out i got a D on a test. woo. FAIL.



REMEMBER MAINE<3

Sal Monella

There's a kid in my school named Sal Monella. No syke.

If you buy me this, I'll love you for forever and ever and ever:





lmfao, I love our conversations about things:

Major Suckage

Today was pretty bad.
Started off with my favorite person ever playing my favorite song, when I wasn't there, for the first time.
Then, found out some bad news.
Then, drama.
Then, more really bad news.
I hate life sometimes.
Like now.
Depression mode.

post-NHS

well, I didn't fall.
but like 3874628764 people broke their candlebulbs.
it was funny.
I love our school, and our class especially bahahaha.


RAMTOWN PARTY!

I got A Lesson In Romantics and Wonderland. finally.
I<3MaydayParade.

Let's Do The Time Warp Again

NHS induction ceremony tonight.

-pictures and recap later-

I'm Just A Fool For You And I Think I'm Going Crazy

I DIG YOU.

RALPH.

jamie told me to put the shovel into the elephant's clip and i tried and michelle said i was a weirdo and told jamie look what he started and jamie said i was a weirdo before he said anything.
:p
i love these people.

and him VVV




L.M.F.A.O.
i love him so much words can not describe it. hahahahahahahaha
<3

1/10/09

i thought that was adorable hahaha


Kevin got pepperspray in his eye.
lmfao.

I am rofap-ing

thank you JCook.

I'll Cut You

NBS. nuff said.



i love mustache.



today was quite funny too.
"DON'T STAND BY THE EXHAUST PIPE!
UNLESS YOU WANT YOUR INTESTINES TO GET SUCKED UP!"

Our epicness should be catalogued and probably examined.

I have to go to work in like 10min, I should probably go get ready.
Shaant, don't kill yourself before I get back.
peace wannabe gingers.

Project 365

Well, this girl I know was doing this on tumblr so I decided to copy her on here
:]
So basically, you take a picture everyday for the year so that you look back on it and see how you grew and shtuff.
So, I'm a tad late so it's going to be a Project 327.
hahaha

here we go:



i actually got to relax today and start Haunted. I'm on page 40, it took me forever to get there in Frankenstein...

Damn Girl, Dry Your Eyes

Drama seems to be the key word for '09 already.
It's everywhere.
It's actually getting me quite apprehensive about some things to tell you the truth.
I wonder what will happen.

Anywho, today was hysterical...
urbandictionary.com is my new love.

The Years Gone By

So, today I found out this band from this town by me is shooting a video in my town.
Pretty sweet.
:)
and Jersey from Hey Monday is going to be there.
even sweeter.
:)
But I also found out my work schedule and it seems I'm working sunday from 1-5 and the shoots at 3.
Great fucking timing.
:O

i'm calling out of work, idfc.

Pysch-o!

I got the February AP issue today.
:)
It made me smile a lot.

I blew $36 at Barnes and Noble on two books and that magazine. Why is reading so expensive? Books should be free...or at least cheaper. I have a waiting list to read jeez. Haunted, Choke, and Diary. I just need some time. The story of my life.

My new sidekick shell came today, it's smexy.
I bought a new Danger Radio shirt, it's muy smexy.
I'm getting pizza later since my stomach is still kind of feeling icky, and it's because of a ginger baby that's sucking my blood...PYSCH-O!

I love inside jokes, they make me smile when they make people go "what?"


OMGJEEZY! 2:1 odds Midtown reunion at Bamboozle and I'm actually going to be there.
*squeeeee*

Boycott Love

Yea, I'm better now.
:)
Things are starting to get to me.
Things I can't just sleep off like usual.
I like looking at pictures of Andrew de Torres, he makes me smile like this :D

There are not enough hours in the day to get everything done in time. I wish there were. I can't take this shit no mo.


later skaters.

The feeling is slowly sinking in.

Overwhelming.
Sinking.




Fuck.

Sunday Night Music Club

whoops, I am like Beckett.
So, today's is Ra Ra Riot with Ghost Under Rocks.
The catchiness (not a word) is something they have in common with their previous tourmates, Vampire Weekend. If you like indie-sweet music, take a listen. They're chill and fun to listen with the variety of instruments used.

Choo Choo

my friend's mom said William Beckett was old and ugly today.
WHAT?!
How is this:



OLD AND UGLY?!?!?!?!?!?!


anywho, yay for page 51 of Frankenstein out of 213 due tomorrow!
I love you GradeSaver<3

TOMORROW:
-wear mah new cobra hoodie :D
-DON'T FORGET MY TAI NOTEBOOK<3
-DON'T FORGET FRANKENSTEIN (have done that before)
-SAY SANTI 5 TIMES (at least)

yea, that's the new thing. Gab and I are going to say keep track of how many times we say "Santi" and then make a goal for the next day. Want in?


Tomorrow's Goal: 5 "Santi"s.

Grammar Check

I went to go see Marley and Me with Ashley today.
It was actually an okay movie, I cried, I'm not going to lie. Not a total cry but a teary-eyed cry.
But, it's weird to think this is the only time I've hung out with a friend this break. It was kind of peaceful.
Now I get to go back to drama on Monday, woooooo.

On a side note, I had a quite lovely dream about me, All Time Low (mostly Zack), Shannon :D, and Travis Clark of We The Kings. It was a tad weird, but mostly amazing.

PS-The Strangers creeped the hell out of me.
PSS-The one guy looked like Gabe Saporta lawlz
PSSS-I am out to destroy this acronym things: lawlz.